Well last night I ate 1/2 container of ice cream, watched Walk The Line and fell asleep. Today I have a new outlook on things. I decided that it was God that inspired us to take this journey and that there is absolutely nothing we can do to speed the process so I am going to go back to my original thinking that things will happen when they are meant to. I made new list of things to do and will take this time to finish them up. My heart still aches for our daughter who is out there, but as Dave keeps reminding me once she is here all anguish will be forgotten.
I really do feel blessed and adopting is a blessing that will happen. I just have to keep reminding myself of this.
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